2/28/2024
maybe im not "happier" when im alone
maybe im just more myself when im alone
and i know shes someone special
i dont see her too often anymore
but id love to see her more
shes silly
shes caring
at times even daring
she visits me when i take myself on a walk around the park
she visits me when i dance to my cat's food alarm
she visits me when i gasp at the sight of something small
i see her when i create, when i write
i see her when i remind people that i love them
i am loved
i am someone worth loving
the love i crave will find me
until then, i will love myself